doggy_Lab@hotmail.com 
something from me..
is it so hard to tell me..?
i already knew it like LONG LONG LONG ! time ago.
but you just don't wanna admit to it...
i know that u like ... but can't u just tell me?
i will not like bear a gruge? against u just because u like him?
HELLO ! i'm not that STUPID or UNRESONABLE ccann?
will u die telling me...
i can't take it anymore...
i've been feeling sick these days and there's like trouble everywhere,
coming to me ! WHY? me !
i feel so SUFFEROCATED HERE !
it's really TERRIBLE !
there like TROUBLE HERE TROUBLE THERE TROUBLE EVERYWHERE!
I'M GETTING HEADACHES HERE AND THERE TOO !
i can't stop it ! it's not in to my control!
i really hope that i could just die HERE!
RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW!
IT'S INFURATING !
its like fcuking shit man.
i wish that i could just die...
i really hope that u will just tell me the truth..
can u just take care of yourself and not fall sick?
its really pains me to see u like this, and i can only quietly care about you?
u don't want me to care about you?
what can i do man?
i wish that a car would just bang me like that day, even though u saw me.
i wish i was dead, wish that the world would not be the world right now,
having lots of trouble, with myself, you and them..