doggy_Lab@hotmail.com 
What have i done to make him do this to me?
Am i overly too sensitive or
is it really true.
He jus told me that he was gonna sleep.
and soon put down the phone.
The next thing is i saw him online.
WHAT? the HELL is he doing?
I really can't bring myself to believe that
he's online!
I was wondering if it is him..or
maybe its someone else signing in to his msn?
ARH! it's really hard!
Sometimes i really wished that someone can tell me
what to do.
I don't wish to leave him or what.
But jus hope that he will really tell me the truth.
He's treating me too well.
Is it bcause he's guilty?
Then why is that so ???
He also said some nice words.and?
The next thing.he changes he action!
WHat's the real truth?
The real HIM?
I really can't take it lying down anymore.
jus wished that i could jus DIE and have no regrets.
Or maybe not even telling HIM that i like
him the first thing?
I FEEL SO TROUBLED!